regretting break up

i broke up with my boyfriend because i can’t balance my career, school, mental health, and the well-being of another person all at one time. i haven’t been happy in weeks if not months and have spent it anxious, stressed, and sad.

i can’t take care of another person who is also struggling while talking care of myself. sometimes you need to be in a good place on your own before you can be in a good place with another person.

i respect every person who’s been able to make this decision but i’m struggling... massively.

from the second the breakup conversation began i’ve had a pit in my stomach. neither staying with him or breaking up sounded like a good idea. nothing seemed like the right answer.

i love this man unconditionally and every part of me is screaming don’t leave him but the decisions already been made and i don’t know what to do