Ladies need ur help!

so i’m pretty young lol 20 years old. i have my baby father we are together well it’s complicated. we really aren’t lol we just talk and still see each other we don’t have sex we don’t have time. i’ve been having so many sexual fantasies with older men at my job i just imagine having sex with them and me enjoying but i just feel like that is not me i think i am just sexually frustrated ugh