Miscarrying ...

I just found out I was pregnant two weeks ago after I was told I could never have children when I was 17 years old. Everyone was soo excited around me & I wanted to be but I wasn’t. Until I went to my sister’s ultrasound and found out we were just due days apart on the Thursday!

Friday, I woke up and was super faint bleeding. I didnt think anything of it since I heard it was common. That night, I seen a little bit more blood & prayed that it wasn’t what it was. I prayed it would go away in the morning.

Saturday, I was bleeding like I was started my period. I took a shower & called my mom crying. I need to go to the hospital... they told me Im miscarrying

Given the fact, I have PCOS I knew the odds were against me (50/50 odds) .. Im soo heartbroken. I feel like its my fault. For my negative thoughts in the beginning. I feel like I lost something & in size isn’t much but compared to an orange seed but somehow feel soo destroyed that I lost my lil miracle 😫😭