Depression and pregnancy?

I have had depression in the past, years ago. Never had it with my first pregnancy or postpartum. But I’m 11 weeks today and I’m fearing that it is coming back. My first trimester symptoms have been pretty rough and maybe it’s me just being tired of not feeling myself everyday for so long. I just feel like I’m getting sadder and sadder. I don’t want to do anything. It’s so hard to even get up to go to work. I just want to cry because I just don’t know what to do to feel normal. I have a loving husband and family so I feel like when I say anything about me just feeling sad to anyone I feel like they just don’t understand what I’m going through. like I have no reason to feel the way that I’m feeling. Do you think that this is normal and will go away along with my first trimester symptoms or could it be something more.