I ended my relationship of three years today. I love him dearly and I am thinking of apologizing and making things work out. He hand texted me, I havent contacted him since. I feel like I fucked up.

He really loved me, but only recently. I really loved him. It’s been almost three years since we got together, but he’s only been making an effort to show he cares for the last couple of months. A while ago he emotionally cheating and emotionally abused me constantly. I don’t want that, but I do love him.

I gave him a second chance in December. He knew I was uncomfortable with sexual things as I had not tried anything in a while and I had called out his behavior a while ago. As soon as I tell him we should work on the relationship, he is all over me and trying to push me to do more.

I think this is for the best, but oh damn does it hurt. This was my first real relationship. We had been together since I was fifteen and I am now eighteen.

Did I make the wrong decision?