So I’m not going to be going to an up coming baby shower this month because I’m not emotionally ready. It’s only been 7 months since I lost my daughter at 21 weeks pregnant.

It’s my husbands cousin who is pregnant. It’s her rainbow baby , she lost at 9 weeks prior to this pregnancy.

I’m a crafty person , I’d like to get her something nice and special. Not sure if I should buy something basic, a gift card or make something. She’s having a girl (if course).

Not sure if I’d be able to actually buy baby stuff right now. So I’m at a loss. Buying a gift card is so not personal. She totally understands me not going so that’s not a problem.