Anxiety sucks

Samantha

So yesterday 2-5-2020 I got a call from the corporate office of the place we rent from. I put in a maintenance request well over 6 months ago (still hasn’t been fixed) but I put on yes we had pets cuz we do. I have 2 cats. When I rescued them we went through the right procedures to be able to get them in our home. Because normally it is a no pet place but due to my PTSD and anxiety and depression they made an exception. I just had to fill out paper work. I asked them if I needed to get a doctors note for them they told me no it would just slow down the process. Ok so they sent me the forms and I filled them out and sent them back. Now 2 years later because of the maintenance request I submitted they are saying that they don’t have my paper work for my cats and are pretty much calling me a liar saying that I never sent them in and that no one would tell me I didn’t need a doctors not for them. Why would I lie about that? Why would I risk my home? I have a child and would not risk loosing my house for cats. Yes I love my cats very much but I wouldn’t risk putting my child on the streets. Now they are saying I’m in violation of the lease. I had lived there for 4 years prior to getting the cats. No issues no complaints from other tenants about us. Nothing we have been amazing tenants. Now on year 6 of living there we would risk all of that by lying? My anxiety is bad at the thought of loosing my fur babies who helped me deal with anxiety and depression through 5 miscarriages and now the inability to even get pregnant (yes I am married) I’m worried about my daughter who is so attached to our cats also. I don’t even know what to do anymore. Sorry I just needed to vent. Thank you for reading this far if you did. There will be a picture of my fur babies in the comments.