I’ve been on Zoloft for about half a year now and since then I haven’t had any crazy episodes. This would include: rage of sadness and impulsive suicidal thought, not thinking clearly, scratching at myself or hitting myself, and just freaking the fuck out.

Well since I started Zoloft I had my first episode today. I did all the things I listed out. It scares me when I do that. My husband and I got into a HUGE fight and I felt like I was drowning in words and emotions that I couldn’t handle it and I went actually crazy. It stemmed from him calling me crazy and comparing me to our two year old boy and it cut deep especially with him knowing I’ve been on medication and doing therapy for it. But he was already mad at the time from a different fight and was calling me that while I called him a bitch. We know it’s not healthy. But we’re never like this 😞 it just got so bad. And I lost it. I scheduled a therapy session but it’s not until later this month. I hate when this happens. I’m so so fragile and I can’t handle my emotions.