Gender Disappointment

I know it’s a very taboo subject and can seem selfish to those who have really struggled to have children. But let me just say gender disappointment is so real.

I just found out 2 days ago that I’m having a third girl. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t cried. This is our final baby and honestly this was our try for a boy. It sounds horrible but if I had known it would be another girl I probably wouldn’t have gotten pregnant again. I feel like I’m grieving a son I’ll never have.

I’m hoping the excitement will come when this baby is here but until then I really just don’t feel excited about having yet another daughter 😩

I always felt like I’d be a boy mom. I’m not a girly person as it is and I’m raising very girly daughters and I was hoping to be able to do the fun boy things and I will never get the opportunity. I just feel heartbroken right now. I

needed to vent.