before you my life was easy. we were friends I had a line of guys waiting for a chance with me. i was happy. after you i’ve been sad, depressed, and anxious. feeling like the smallest thing might make you hate me forever. i loved you with so much honesty and all of my heart. i gave you my whole heart and you acted as if it was nothing. i’ve never been the girl that falls in love or let’s anyone run me over, but i found myself letting you do these things in fear that you would leave me. these past two days have been hard. i thought back on everything you did and said to me and realized how badly you made me feel about myself. how you made me question my self worth. how you never truly loved me like i loved you. it makes me so mad to see you. just to hear your voice. it makes me upset that i threw away so many friendships for you. when all you did was throw ours away. i was even going to let you take my virginity because i loved you and wanted you to know how much i would always love you and that’d you’d always be apart of my life. i’ve realized that the arguments, the bruises, the tears, and the lack of self worth is just not worth it anymore. i still love you but everyday it is growing lesser and lesser. i hope life treats you well and you realize that i treated you the best i could in my ability, and if that wasn’t enough, then i’ll just never be enough for you. i love you but now it’s time to love me.