Communication...

Every time I try to talk to my husband about anything bothering me he tells me I’m stupid or that I am being negative and we end getting in a fight.

I wasn’t even attacking him. I just having anxieties about birthing our child. Then we go into a huge fight.

I know I can be an anxious person, but I have had no one to lean on or talk to for 8

Months about anything. He laughed at my birth plan and told me it was stupid and I’m unrealistic for not wanting a bunch of stuff going on while I’m in labor or people there. He tore everything apart I wanted and told me I’ll have no control because I’ll be in labor. So of course I was more freaked out!

I’m terrified of how my husband is going to act while I’m in labor. I tried to get a Doula and he wouldn’t let me do that. Neither of us really want my mom in there.... so I am left relying on him. A man who I can’t express a single emotion to without getting yelled at! I have to be the most vulnerable in front of him....😭😭😭 I don’t even want him in the room, how can I go through this with him there.