So for as long as I can remember I've been trying to have an orgasm.. and everytime that I've attempted to, I've always felt this little guilty nagging part in my brain which would turn me off and make me stop 😭😭

For the first time today though, I didnt feel that guilty nagging voice in my head.. and although I didnt reach that "high" I wanted.. I realized afterwards that this was the FIRST TIME I didnt feel guilt and just felt pleasure.. and that just made me happy even though I didnt reach that end goal 😂😂❤