What makes you feel beautiful?

I’m a single mom to a 7 month old that I love dearly and I’ve stayed home with him since he was born, being that I’m only 7 months postpartum and I still have a small baby, I find myself getting into a rut over and over when it comes to the way I feel about myself. All of my time and money goes towards the baby, as it should but it’s taking a toll on my self esteem. I don’t shower as much as I’d like, my hair is always in a very messy bun and I don’t really shave. I don’t get dressed up, partly because it’s uncomfortable to chase after a baby in dressy clothes but also because it feels pointless, nobody will see because I have no where to go and even if they did, I wouldn’t get a second look because I’m just a mom. I feel like when people look at me they think of leaky boobs and dirty diapers. It’s not pretty. I don’t really even have the money to buy myself anything I really like anyway, I shop at the clearance rack and get what fits. What little things help you to feel beautiful?