Today was one of the hardest days of my life

The day I found I was pregnant was one of the greatest days of my life. Telling my husband and our loved ones was even more amazing. Last night we had the biggest scare of our lives... I woke up to horrible cramping and excessive bleeding. We went to the ER where I continued to cramp and bleed. The ultrasound showed baby was still there, heartbeat was good and we even saw it sucking its thumb. I cried happy tears because I truly thought I lost our baby. We found out I have a hemorrhage between the placenta and the embryo, they call it a threatened miscarriage. Unfortunately there isn’t anything we can do for it, no meds or simple fix. I have to take it easy, relax and get plenty of fluids in, we are not out of the woods as there is still a chance of miscarriage. I’d like to thank my amazing husband for staying calm and taking care of me, my mom and brother for coming and sitting with us in the ER keeping me distracted, loving us and just being there. All we can do from here is just hope and pray that baby Muto continues to fight. It’s crazy how much you can love something so much not even knowing them to almost losing them and feel like your entire world is imploding, feeling like I failed. I still am an emotional mess, but I too have to continue to fight. 💜💜