I’m really tired (rant

I feel like I’m ready to give up. I’m physically and emotionally drained from schools and live situations. I just cannot keep up with the the other kids in my school anymore. I don’t have time to really comprehend things and my teachers aren’t much help. The only explanations ever get from anyone when I express my concerns is “well I guess they are getting you ready for college then.” Or “Well it only gets harder from here.” I’m just so done now. I don’t know what I want to do anymore and of course I don’t even have the time to think about it because ive been conditioned to just put out the work they give me and I hate it. I hate it all. I’m so tired. And I don’t even get any time to get over whatever is going on in my life. I have mental concerns about myself and I can’t even go to a therapist( to help me get over my mom, enabling family, and problems with my dad) or a doctor about my health concerns (like me being so worn out even though I get a little over 8 hours of sleep each night.) because I can’t miss school or it’s too much money. I’m just so tired of it all. It’s so stressful and I can’t even get over it. I just want to be able to do things at my own pace or have someone really help me with things in school and someone to help me comprehend things going on in my life. I’m just angry, frustrated, done, tired all at the same time right now.