I had a horrible dream last night.

A little context, I'm pregnant with my second, my first was a c-section baby and because of how close they will be in age the second will be a scheduled c-section.

Well in my dream last night I dreamt that we had the second and were going out to a local high school football game. It was only like a week of 2 after everything. But I was doing good and feeling good so we went. While at the game I started realizing it had been quite a while since I had last taken a pain pill but I wasn't feeling any pain which I thought was good. I decided I needed to go to the bathroom but the line was so long I went to the one inside the school that no one uses during football games. I pulled down my pants and my depends (did not use those first time around so Idk why I had them this time) and the pad I had over my incision. Everything was soaked in blood and fluids.. I started cleaning up everything the best I could. But I just kept bleeding. I started getting faint and eventually was laying on the floor. I realized I was bleeding out and no one was going to be coming in any time soon to find me and I was fading to fast to call my husband.

It was all so real and terrifying I woke up and my scar was aching this morning and it took me quite a while to convince myself that there was nothing wrong down there.. I'm glad it was only a dream though.