So , the thing is...

Hi there,

So there’s this i girl i really really like as a good friend ( best friend actually) and i know she’s a lesbian. She’s had some girlfriends before. She’s very butch and definitely a tomboy but a heart of gold.

I have always identified as straight and never had any urge to tell me otherwise.

But sometimes i really wanna kiss her just to see how it feels like?

We’re both virgins and and i’ve never ever kissed anyone.

We’re both 18

Advices? Any past experiences? Help a girl out!

Thanks

P.S: i go to a very strict girls-only school and i’ve never had a guy friend of any sorts. So I’m scared maybe i’m just pressured to feel this way for this particular girl because i have no more options? This sounds bad but I’m actually scared i might hurt her feeling and i’m not ready to loose her.