Stolen Adderall.. What do I do?

L • Mommy to two boys and a little girl 💕

I have an Adderall prescription for my ADHD. I take 15 mg of the long acting type. Usually what I do is just take it M-F for work because that’s when it’s really hard to focus and remember things. If I don’t take it then I will royally fuck things up at work and my critical thinking is super slow and distorted. I can’t sit still or focus on anything. I kept my prescription in my work bag and keep my work bag in my office on the floor all day. I’m always in my office unless I go to the bathroom and it’s very secure because I work at a bank. Still not ideal I know but it’s part of my ocd routine and order that’s just where I need it to be.

Anyway i tried to take it this morning when I got in and it wasn’t in my bag. I never take it out at home or anywhere else and I looked everywhere in my office. Not there. I know for a fact a customer would not have been able to steal it. It had to have been an employee. Interestingly enough there’s one employee who knows I have adhd and am being medicated for it. And even more interesting he has expressed to me in the past he’s jealous bc he loves Adderall (it made me angry because I actually need it to function... I don’t love taking it at all). I’m not trying to blame him without knowing all the facts but I’m pretty sure it could have been him or maybe I accidentally dropped it on my way out and the cleaner took it although that is extremely unlikely because my ocd causes me to triple check everything I do. I looked in my car and just to be safe all around my house and it’s no where to be found.

How do I handle this?? Do I report it to my work? They don’t know I even take that and I really don’t want them to either since some people give a Adderall a bad name. I also don’t want people knowing my business. Do I report it to the police? And how tf am I supposed to get more meds if my next refill isn’t for another month?? This is a very controlled med and I know it’s not going to be as simple as requesting another refill.

I’m so upset... I actually need this to function at work... idk how I’m going t make it a whole month.. my brain is already mush and it’s been a few days. Now I’m extremely unproductive, unfocused, and my brain is going 1000 mph. I can’t prioritize anything and I can’t get anything done.. now I fear for my job as well... articulating my thoughts to even write this post was extremely difficult