I’m new and struggling

hi, I’m e and i thought I’d introduce myself, as well as talk about whats on my mind.

I’m turning 17 on the 20th, and I’m a junior in highschool. I am diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ptsd, an eating disorder, and self harm. I have a very addictive personality so take that as you will. I take medication but most of the time i wish i could just rely on therapy.

That being said I’m in between therapists currently because my last two moved away within 2 months. Not doing well, I’ve had therapists leave me before and at this point I’m sure I’ve had over 10 different therapists and at least 4 psychiatrists.

i feel like giving up.

I’m 32 days clean from self harm but fuck, i just want to give in. what do i do.

sorry that was a lot. I have nobody to talk to so i wanted to let shit out.