Break ups

So guys Thursday...I broke up with my ex fiancé . We been together for 2 years. But it was really hard. Breaking free from an abusive relationship is stressful, hard, and sometimes I never thought this day would come. My heart is broken because I miss her but I know I’ll be okay and God has me in his hands. I know I’ll be in a relationship later on but now at this moment I don’t plan getting into a relationship. I feel like a butterfly. I finally have my own mind, soul and body Bc I honestly felt like it wasn’t attached to me anymore. I thank God for giving me the strength for the day I broke up with her but I know I’ll be crying later on about it but at the end I’ll be happy and peaceful. Now I’m very excited to give myself fully to Jesus. AND I turn 20 next month so this is a beautiful new chapter for me.