Don’t know how to put anything up there...

Lmao I promise I’m not an 11 yr old trying to finger themselves, but I’ve been masturbating for abouuuut 3-4 years now and I’ve stuck to my clit this entiiiire time. I’m a Virgin, I don’t wear tampons so NOTHING has ever been up there. But everytime I do try and slide in even a pinky I can never get it up. I get like 3mm in and then I feel hella pressure and this wall like thing that won’t let me go any further.

My boyfriend and I do get our frisky times but I just feel kinda lame because I’m too insecure that I’ll just be in too much pain that I don’t even let him get under my underwear!

It’s frustrating😩 idk if I’m going in the wrong angle, I’m well lubricated and in the mood when I try but nothing