Ever since my psychologist put me on three different antidepressant I dont feel the same

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So 2 years ago someone randomly call the cops on me saying that I was gonna overdose my self with my 1 year old neice in the room by our self which I didn't know who called the only person I talk to was my case manager I was feeling depress and she wanted to take me to the hospital 3 days before Thanksgiving i told her no I rather to talk to her about how I'm feeling never told her I would overdose myself so two different City police came to my house asking me was everything was ok they was looking at my kitchen to see if I had a knife my sister just had a new born baby she was scared that the cops was gonna do something or take me this was after Thanksgiving day but they didn't do anything cause someone on the crisis line was still finding out who was the person who called them they ask me for my I.D they waited a hour in my house and told me next time if they get a phone call like that they gonna escort me to the hospital for evaluation next week later I saw and told my psychiatrist what's going on she put on 3 different medications that make me feel more depress sometimes I feel want to attack someone randomly for no reason or sometimes i think about suicide and death I'm doing alittle better but I wish my doctor would aleast take me off one medication