TWW Feeling anxious

I’m on my 4th medicated cycle, first on femara after 3 failed rounds of clomid. I responded well, 2 mature follicles on the left. Triggered and did TI instead of

IUI

like originally planned because we wanted to limit our trips to the doctor due to covid.

Beta was cancelled due to covid so I’m due to take a hpt in 6 days.

My clinic is closed indefinitely due to the virus and I’m feeling so anxious. If it doesn’t work again this round then who knows when we can start treatment again.

I feel ridiculous worrying about this during a pandemic but I just needed to get it out!

Anyone else in the tww? I’m 8dpo/9dpt. I had some spotting yesterday so I feel like AF is going to show early 😢