Feeling hopeless

Hey everyone i just wanted to vent really quick if thats okay?! So im in a lot of trying to concieve groups on facebook because we are currently working for baby #2 for a little over a year now and i want to be happey for everyone because i TRULY am but after the happiness and excitement for them is over i began to get sad again like maybe God telling me i dont deserve it... Idk but is it immature to feel sad and have muted the groups for 30 days! SOMEBODY HAVE A BABY FOR ME PUULLLEASE LOL

OKAY RANT OVER! 😭😢😢😢😢😂😂😂🤗