I’m starting to wonder if there’s even a point in my staying a virgin till I’m married. Tbh I don’t think I’ll ever get married. I mean I have the desire to be married and have a child or two but I just never get the guy. I haven’t been asked out in over 5 years now and I’m starting to come to terms with the fact that God doesn’t want me to date or marry even though I have that strong desire for companionship. **yes. I’ve prayed, fasted, done the whole list I want in my husband nonsense and even begged God**

People around me are having so much fun with sex and experimenting and the most I’ve done is kiss someone. Is it worth letting go and living my hot girl summer life?