Another "I'm over this" venting post

I'm 38 weeks tomorrow, first baby and man am I ready. It's hard to hang in there and stay positive with everything going on in the world, on top of the serious discomfort of being this pregnant lol.

My cervix is still closed, only 20% effaced, I only seem to get BH when I really use my muscles or have to pee, and my little man's head isn't fully engaged yet. It just doesn't seem like he's going to be ready to make his arrival anytime soon 😞

He's getting so big that his rolls, kicks, stretching is seriously so uncomfortable I have to stop and take a deep breath. I'm so thankful I'm giving him such a great little home to grow in but oof, I'm really getting impatient and borderline annoyed.

I'm EXHAUSTED constantly, my whole body aches, I can't sleep but don't have enough energy to nest (though 90% of if is done thank goodness), and being quarantined to my home and these crazy hormones are really effecting my mental state. I'm sure all you ladies know how I'm feeling, and I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but I just can't see it right now.

Thank you for letting me vent 🙏