New Bae and ANXIETY

So I've had HSV2 for a year and some change now. I've come to terms with it I'm cool like this is my life now but, I just got in a relationship with an old friend. We met at college I graduated we live 2 hours away now so it's long distance. I really like him 🥺 he's super sweet. I'm just SO SO SO NERVOUS , I want to tell him but I want to tell him in person and it sucks cause I don't wanna be like on the way to the bedroom like oh btw I have herpes but I don't wanna be dramatic either I cry every time I say it out loud. The fear of rejection is REAL cause I've had some horrible experiences where people just treat you like the leapors of society. And suggestions or motivation? I'm like venting but if anybody's feeling creative ya girl is just scared :/ I'm never Im not a walking STD I'm a human ya know? Sometimes I get a rash but like sometimes I don't 😂 3 times a year maybe ? Someone make me stop crying. Between this anxiety and Quarantine Im stressed !