Mental health help LOS ANGELES

I’m severely depressed, I have been ever since I tried to take my life back in 2015. I had to stop my meds because I never had healthcare living with my parents. I recently moved to LA and now I have medi-cal and I have been trying to get help but it’s been really hard with all this coronavirus stuff. (I have not taken my meds or seen a doctor in years) My depression is gotten so bad I sleep all the time I cry doing anything and I can’t even think about eating. It’s affecting me a lot and my relationship as well. I really need help but I don’t know where to go. Every day I wake up is another day I hate being alive. Please if you know anyone or anything help me out I’m desperate. I just want to be normal again.