41 and TTC

I was told by fertility specialists that it's impossible for me to get pregnant due to my age. I've done 3 cycles of clomid, ovidril, hormone injections, progesterone suppositories, and one IUI. I still have my period, and I have noticed my cycles have started to shorten in the last couple of years. I feel like giving up. I take pre-Natal pills, COq-10, Vitex, fertility teas, detox teas, no caffeine, lots of water...

I feel like it's a punishment for waiting so long to try. 😔