Depression came early I guess

I’m almost 11 wks pregnant.. I don’t even wanna look at myself. I feel so down an I cry for everything now it’s getting bad I think.

I’m happy to be pregnant an I have another daughter that’s almost 2 but I can’t shake this feeling I hate waking up I wish i could sleep all day but I force myself to get up because I know my daughter needs me I play with her an cuddle with her I love her so so much but it’s a feeling that just sits there an doesn’t leave I always catch myself just feeling lower an lower throughout the day an when nap time comes around I’m on the bathroom floor in tears. I can’t explain it idk what’s going on