Looking for a friend to vent to, but don’t want to get judged.

I want a friend that I can’t talk about my marriage with I don’t have no one to vent to and at this point, I want to feel like someone understands and doesn’t just want to judge me, I want advice from someone that has been through something similar... 😭

I’m now 22 he’s 28, I got with my husband and moved in with him at 16 (at his parents house, finally out of there) and got married at 19.

I personally don’t see myself as the usually 22 year old, I’m far more open minded and mature, I’ve been through a rough patch which has made me wiser.

My husband is the complete opposite, and I’m just tired of babying him, if I don’t tell him what to do he either f**** up or won’t do anything besides play games all day, communicating is something he is not good at. I just feel tired, and I’m starting to think he won’t ever change, I just want a MAN that that communicate with me, and that doesn’t make me feel like I’m his mom, but I want that man to be him.

Sorry if this is all over the place 😭