Just sad..

It's so sad that I'm so reluctant to even tell my husband that I got the job I've been hoping for. Because he honestly couldnt care less. I'd get just as much of a reaction telling the wall. Honestly I could have went through with changing jobs and he would have never noticed. Things aren't good. I've tried speaking with him, we've bickered and argued. His stance has and I'm sure always will be " I'm not doing this." Before anyone suggests counseling, don't waste your time. I've suggested, countless times...he won't do it. I've contemplated leaving...but on the grounds of?? He's an excellent father to our daughter, he's just not good at being a husband. He's not there emotionally or physically. He's seen his doctor. He's on medication. I come home from work, (he doesnt work, he stays home with our daughter) I cook, do laundry, clean up messes and then i literally sit in my room watching videos, scroll through fb or this app. I get just as much of a response sitting in the same room as him. I'm so lonely.