Advice/venting

let me begin with I’m Living at my dads house for the moment due to financial reasons , this Includes Me & my three kids Ranging from 10months , almost 5 years old , and a 6 year old in one small room .

My brother , his girlfriend & her son (8 yo ) in the Mid room

My uncle whom sleeps in the living room

& well my dad .

Lately I’ve been over the tip top of things ,

Honestly I’m to the mid point were I know I have no place to go but honestly I’m fed up and my dad allows this bullshit to keep on .

My brother and his girlfriend have NO RESPECT what so ever , they walk around this house as if it was their own place .

They grab Our food ( Refrigerator) because My dad told me to put non refrigerated food in our room ( sad to say ) .

Don’t ask , use it all up and Even when I cook and save food for my kids they end up grabbing it and eating it with out even asking .

I’ve never and was always raised to never be ugly with food and not be greedy BUT they don’t even have the audacity to at least ask , they’re taking food out my kids mouth just to feed themselves nor do they even offer to buy what they used .

My brother nor this girl works , they’re up Literally ALL NIGHT drinking & doing cocaine and smoking weed . They’re so inconsiderate my dad works and so does my uncle and they’ll be washing and drying and cooking in the middle of the night being so careless.

PLUS since they drink all the time they leave beer cans and all in their room , my room is next to theirs . For some odd reason my room gets hott really hot I mean it’s small so The smell Of their room goes to ours and Honestly I’ve had it today honestly right at this moment I’m ready to go off but can’t cause this ain’t my house and not my place .

I done talked to my dad MULTIPLE times y’all , and he doesn’t tell them nothing !

But when my SO was here ( he just left out of town to work ) he was always Attacking me telling me he needs to find a job , he’s a no good , just basically on my ass talking down .

I do understand if I don’t want to be here than leave but it sucks because I don’t Have no where else to go & my SO just started a job since work picked up and he’s staying at a hotel the boss pays for so it’s not something I can just go.

And if I Do talk to them or even her trust me , PROBLEMS . Such as this one incident .

Her son was playing with my daughters toys , my daughter went and got it from him .

* a previous incident that happened were the little boy told my kids they couldn’t play with his toys .

So my brother told daughter to go to the room cause she took the toy away , it pissed me off because he’s honestly no one to be getting after my daughter if he’s not controlling and not telling the boy anything when he didn’t want my kids playing with his stuff .

and I went to talk to my brother that day because another thing that got to me was she was walking in booty shorts around the house and I wasn’t with the fact that she would walk around like that around my SO at that my uncle himself said he didn’t like it either just for the simple fact that she can try and say “ such and such was looking at me ”.

Well I talked to my brother about the whole toy thing since that really pissed me off.

Guess what ?! His girlfriend goes off , tells her son to put up the toys . Than makes him go to the room screams at him telling him “ you’re fuckin annoying , you see you’re fuckin annoying ”. Than starts arguing with my brother , my brother than comes to speak with me again while I was cooking . Somehow she ends up leaving walking leaves her son here doesn’t tell nobody nothing , when my brother goes to look for her she’s gone and tells him “ it’s too much ” like how ?

I was pissed because just her acting like a fucking kid , plus I knew if she catches attitude I knew I’d snap back .

I just don’t know what to do anymore , my dad allows them to walk around and do what they want but the minute I do something just even at least forget my clothes in the dryer and he’s already yelling At me . Hell I even got yelled at for a cup I left but there’s pans that’s been left for 4 days now and still no one hasn’t cleaned it .

I myself do all that I can to keep this house clean as well but I have 3 kids to look after as well , I’m not going to be cleaning after Adults !

At this point I’m fed up .

Like am I wrong ? To feel this way ?

I know I don’t have no right in saying anything but my dad allows this...

He says he lets us stay here because of my kids but yet he allows stuff like this to happen and let them be doing drugs and Being dirty....

My uncle as well said he can’t say nothing but is fed up as well the feelings of how things are , are mutual . He can’t stand how inconsiderate they are .

Another would be them screaming and yelling fighting while my kids are here...

I just don’t know how to approach these things when people can’t even talk like adults