Stay at home mom life has made me lazy

I’ve never been more annoyed with myself!😤

Before getting pregnant, I worked for the same company as my husband putting in 70+ hours a week. We traveled together for our job. We were constantly busy but we’re busy bodies so it worked for us! I ended up getting pregnant and quit working because I couldn’t do the job while pregnant and we are also fortunate enough to make great money so I never really had to work. I’m now a stay at home mom to a 6 month old and hate being home all the time! I love being with him and spending time with him but I’ve never felt so LAZY in my life! Don’t get that twisted, I didn’t say stay at home moms are lazy I said “it’s made ME lazy”. My house is a mess all the time but I have no desire to clean like I did. I used to be able to work 70+ hours and come home and clean. My house HAD to be clean because I couldn’t stand it being dirty. I had ALLL the energy and motivation and now I just don’t have any. It’s so fucking frustrating. Like I hate my self for being so lazy!!! My husband, I know has to get tired of it. But for some reason all of that is still not even enough for me to want to change my ways and get up and clean and cook. It’s so boring and exhausting to me anymore. I literally hate sitting here looking at the same walls EVERY SINGLE DAY.. 24 hours a day! Call me ungrateful but stay at home mom life IS NOT for me😫

WHYY AM I LIKE THIS😤😤 I’m literally a lazy bitch!!