Ectopic Infusion

I found out I was pregnant on April 5th and we were so happy. Then I started spotting, cramping on one side for a day or two. Today I got news that my pregnancy is abnormal and that it was ectopic. They made an appointment for me tomorrow for an infusion to get a shot to terminate the pregnancy before things could get worse and I could possibly lose a tube.. I am so heartbroken .. Why me? Why? This would’ve been my first baby.. I pray for better days ..