Boyfriend paying for live sex videos

I just found out my boyfriend is spending close to $50 a month on subscriptions to watch other girls...

I don't mind porn in my relationship. Let me get that cleared up. The fact that it's porn does not bother me.

What DOES bother me, is that he's paying around $50 to watch OTHER girls and get off to that instead of trying to come to me for this.

It makes me feel like I'm not what he desires sexually.

Our sex life has suffered greatly in the last few months and I'm starting to wonder if this is the reason why.

I'd love to talk to him about this but I had found out by accident and don't want him thinking i had been snooping and don't trust him. I was using his phone to listen to music and he had gotten an email. Trying to change the song I opened the email and it was to confirm a purchase for a few different subscriptions to only fans.