Weed addiction

I have to admit that I’m addicted to marijuana. I take edibles daily. It doesn’t feel comfortable to say but cannabis always makes me feel better and want to actually live and enjoy life. I have a better view of myself and am focused in school. I laugh a lot more and care free. Everything feels and tastes and smells so much better. I love and appreciate everything including me and my flaws. Without it, I feel stuck and lost and bored and depressed. I overthink and panic. I accept my past trauma, the present issues and future. During this pandemic, I’ve been extremely terrified and trapped but when I’m high, all my worries fade and I enjoy the moment.

Why is everything good have to be bad for you?