Do you ever just decide screw it, it's not worth it?

So tired of the failed months. Do I really want a child this bad? I'm really starting to think otherwise. It's going to cost us a fortune to have one thanks to the medical intervention we need (waiting for lockdown to end), then it's years and years and years of spending money and and and on them.

Maybe it's just my frustration talking, but I'm starting to wonder if it's really worth it.