Not able to stop crying hell out of me

Okay so it’s not been long that I started TTC. But so far no luck. This cycle I was first time late by 3 days and my hopes were really high. But AF showed up this morning and I broke into tears. One because I really thought this is my month, second people around me suddenly becoming pregnant one by one. One of my best friends got to know that she is 6 weeks for her #2 baby, but she don’t want to keep that baby. A girl joined my team just three months back and this week she came up one fine day and announced she is two months preg. Then came today. Very close colleague walked to me asking which gynaecologist in town she should refer for her first prenatal visit. Can’t believe all this happening to me. Why me? I am broke. Don’t wanna even have sex for next ovulation. I am done.