I think I need to get a divorce..I need support!

So I have been married for a year and been with him for 5. I’m almost 100% positive, I’ve been pregnant twice before (both ended in miscarriages) but I have the exact same symptoms. I’ve been avoiding taking a test because I think it will add to my panic. Long story short, he’s a heavy drinker (non abusive) but I don’t drink at all and it’s been getting worse and I’ve been getting more and more annoyed. He and I get into way more arguments when he’s drunk. I love him, but he shows no romance, no care, gives me barely any compliments and we’re just totally not on the same page. I work (but am unemployed now due to corona virus closings) and on top of work I clean, manage our finances, take care of our dogs, bills, etc. it’s exhausting. He works his job which is fun for him and when he comes home he doesn’t do anything. I feel like the only reason I don’t want to leave is the hope I have he’ll change, and financial support....I can’t do it anymore, and if I’m pregnant I don’t know what I’d do. I just get the feeling he’s over me, and I just want to feel loved and cared for. I’m struggling.