I guess I’m a whore.

So my husband cheated on me while we were only dating about 5 years ago. I forgave him and we moved on. We’ve been married for 4 years now. We now have a 2 year old.

Well since then he has constantly been accusing me of cheating. Which I haven’t. And won’t ever do. However, it’s every little thing I do. I can’t smile or talk to someone that is a male or female (I told him I was bisexual when we were dating) without him literally blowing up. I can’t wear makeup or wear something pretty. He even continues to say that the baby isn’t his and that he just needs to get a DNA test to prove I’m a whole. We were at a get together a few weeks ago and he accused me of flirting with a guy that I didn’t even say more than hello to. He says I’m too nice to people and that I need to change. He says that I don’t need to have conversations with other guys because there is no point.

He actually said to me and I shit you not, “I don’t know if I can trust what you would do if some guy came up to you and kissed you”. What the fuck?? He says that I need to be a “hard bitch” that “doesn’t take shit from men” and to “shut them down before they even try to talk to you”. I feel so controlled. He even got mad that a male friend commented on my Facebook post. It was just a meme that the guy said he could relate to. My husband went off about how he doesn’t see the point and how guys don’t need to be commenting anything on any of my posts. I could give a crap less about having male friends it’s just that he even accused me of flirting with his BROTHER. And that I would fuck anything that gave me the chance to. I’m disgusted and horrified at the things that he says to me.