Normal?

So me and my boyfriend used to talk all the time. Now it’s gotten to he only ever talks to me unless he wants to say something about us fucking ( normal for him he did this before) or just something random or unless I text him. He’s always on the game but ever since I’ve been seeing these posts about cheating. I’m so scared that In his spare time he’s actual talking to someone else and that’s why we haven’t been talking as much. I’ve noticed that even after setting his friends messages the one he’s always on the game with to 24 hours after they are sent on snap they delete. That he still deletes some of them. It makes me worry that maybe his friends are hooking him up with some of there female friends. I trust him but idk why I feel like this is happening. Is this normal to feel scared sometimes? I’ve brought it up to him once and he just said he wouldn’t do that and stuff and got mad and I just told him I needed some reassurance 🙁 should I be feeling like this? Am I just insecure? Have you guys felt like this before? No hate please 🥺