Stretch marks

I have the ugliest body I swear. I’m going through so much with my body and I just can’t. I fully understand you cannot get rid of the damage that has been done but I do know there are ways to help minimize or maybe make them less noticeable? I just feel so ugly , while all my friends don’t have noticeable stretch marks like me. And on top of that I also have the UGLIEST legs too! I have like chicken or strawberry legs and I just don’t understand why I have to have ugly body parts. I try to exfoliate, self wax, I’ve used bliss bump attendant, trend skin Alc whatever. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I used to feel confident in my skin but as I continue to get older I just feel so ashamed.i really hate when my boyfriend looks at me. Or anyone. I shouldn’t have to feel this way, NO ONE SHOULD! 🙃🙃🙃🙃☺️ can some of you ladies help me