Cried my toddler toddler to sleep tonight

I cried while I sang my 3 year old to sleep.

Being a single mom with 2 kids is by far the hardest thing ever. I fake a smile every day while inside I am falling apart.

My sons dad cheated on me and left me....

A year later I fell head over heels in love with a man who promised me the world and up and left my kids and I one day.

I am so broken. Why am I so hard to love 😭why does everyone I love leave me? I am an amazing girlfriend, I cook I clean I give my heart I don’t cheat I am a good mom.

I constantly look at my phone to see if today will be the day the man I love will message me.. nope. He blocked my number.

As I sing twinkle twinkle little star how I wonder what you are holding my baby. I can’t help but bawl my eyes out. How did I get here? What did I do in my life to deserve this?

Has anyone dealt with this pain? How do you get through it??

I don’t want to fall apart and be depressed anymore. I want to enjoy my life 😭