Depressed 😔

We just had our daughter who is a preemie and she’s going to need to be in NICU for several weeks. My job was nice enough to allow me to come back to work and then take my maternity leave when she’s actually home. I’m having such a hard time going to work. I dread it. I love my job but I just have this urge to stay home. I want to be a stay home mom or find a job in home. It also doesn’t help my boyfriend is laid off due to COVID so he gets to always be home. Kinda jealous...