Dealing with a narcissist

Backstory before you read the texts: I have been getting my period every two weeks for the last 3 months. My moods shift and go everywhere lately. I tend to not get angry I am a break down and cry type person. So every night for the past week or so I have been crying when I’m trying to go to sleep and if he says something to me that hurts my feelings I will just start crying and he’ll get upset saying I’m guilt tripping him by crying and I told him I’m not guilt tripping I’m just hormonal. This morning I was upset because I couldn’t wake up to my alarm (I was asleep last night and he woke me up for sex and then I couldn’t go to bed till 2/3am because I had already gotten a few hours of sleep and my body would not fall back asleep) I’m the only one working rn and when I finally did wake up (with 20 minutes to get ready and get to work) he was out on the couch. I asked him why he was on the couch and he said he was sick of my alarm going off. I told him he could have woken me up because if it was him in my situation I would have woken him up. This is what he has to say and I don’t even want to respond to him at this point. I’m tired of pretending like my feelings don’t matter

I always support him when he’s upset and comfort him and I’m always walking on egg shells. I don’t understand how he can say it’s one sided because he makes it seem that it’s one sided on my end when it’s on HIS end.

The other day he got mad at me for telling him I didn’t like how he slapped me and he should talk to me before expressing his emotions. He was drinking and told me he didn’t slap me. I was like I’m not trying to argue but you did and you did it in front of *blank* and he goes “well I know she’s just gonna lie for you I dont believe a word you say” blah blah blah. I’m tired. I’m frustrated

Update: after not responding to him I get this message. Don’t want to respond but a part of me does