Water broke

Hi ladies, I’m 34+3 days and my water broke spontaneously. They are trying to ensure I get two doses of steroids for the baby’s lungs since she needs surgery right after birth, so I may not deliver until Sunday. I’m finding it so hard to get excited. I remember my sons birth 10 years ago and I remember the feeling of bliss once I delivered him, it was so amazing. I can’t envision that same feeling, but a feeling of pure fear and anxiety for the next few weeks during her nicu stay. 😔😢