Odd question 😬⚠️ Trigger warning(loss)

So I'm 19 weeks pregnant with my second and I havnt announced to anyone but my current bf(not babys dad) and best friend. Nobody else knows but I'm still having an issue with announcing because of feeling guilty. I'm due October 4th 2020 and had my son October 7th 2019 but ended up loosing him December 3rd. I wasnt planning to get pregnant but saw this as a blessing from my son. I find out gender Thursday this week and I havnt announced yet 😬😬 I've made like 5 posts but never actually posted them because of guilt. So has anyone just had the baby then later explain the situation or just somehow get over the guilt and announce. I feel like my window of time to announce is tiny since I wanted to do a live stream gender reveal 😔