26 birthday 🎂 & covid

Spent my 26 birthday just me and my fiancé & I was missing my kids so much as we are done with our covid isolation but are taking safety measures to make sure we don’t get anyone sick as we both got retested and are both still positive 😒 doctor stated to me a couple days ago @ hospital that it is taking some patients past 6 weeks to test negative so my fiancé will not be allowed to come in when I’m in labor I will be alone the whole time . It was just a sad day thinking of how much this covid has messed everything up & how hard it has been on my family as my one year old tested positive as well prior to me knowing I was positive I dropped him off at my mother in laws because I was starting to feel sick to protect him I dropped him not knowing he already had the virus & have been separated from him sense April 16 as they are currently finishing there isolation I missed his first birthday all because of this . My 10 year old & 7 year old are also off at there grandmas due to visits being set up like that and haven’t been allowed to see me last time I saw them was Easter weekend as they were still in my home ... it’s so sad to FaceTime my kids and get asked if they can come home if they will be able to come home anytime soon . It breaks my heart. It’s been so rough on my body my mental health you don’t even understand I pray to god things get better back to my birthday my mom and fiancé tried so hard to make it the best they could & I appreciate everything they did everyone hug and love you loved ones as we fight this pandemic because lord know I’m missing my family a lot right now specially my kids just sharing some pics I still got ready and cut my small cake & tried to enjoy my birthday 🎂