Impatiently waiting....

So... I have 3 boys from a previous relationship and my Fiance has 2 girls from a previous relationship. We have the girls every other weekend and the boys full time. (Their dad moved away for school) My fiance so desperately wants his "own" boy. I say it that way because he does claim the boys as his and he does treat them as so also!! I want a another boy because frankly the thought of a girl scares the daylights outta me! But I also want a girl! Smh 🤦🏼‍♀️ we got to see the Little on Wed, did the blood work for genetic disorder screening and they also said we can find out the gender with those results. So here I am impatiently waiting, looking and looking again at the pictures for the nub theory but I can see it being a boy but also seeing girly looking in some. I'm really just rambling trying to get it all out of my head so I can try and relax lol. Thank you to whoever took the time to read and I hope y'all have a very healthy, joyful pregnancy! ❤